I love fridays. Two reasons; WEEKEND !! & Friday Night Live with GPC :] I’m so bipolar with my relationship with God.. I’m there.. I’m not there, and so on. Tonight, I felt there. It’s been a while since i’ve worshipped and meant it, and ohh man it felt great. I miss that feeling you know? It’s so powerful, that you really just don’t want to stop worshipping.. Tonight was pretty different. Actually my day was pretty different than any other day. I don’t think there was a moment of me feeling mad, sad, or stressed out today. Everything went welll. Thank God yea? :] I love GPC, they’re amazing people, & i’m so glad I go there now. Hmm I’m in a very good mood that i can’t even focus on this post >.<
You know, even though i feel fine right now, i miss things a lot.. How things used to be. Yea; I pray things go back as how it used to. Sometimes when i miss something too much, i just don’t want to be around anymore. & I’d rather avoid what i’m missing than confronting it.
Other than that, tonight was good .
