This morning, I must say was definitely amazing. While the adults of GPC fed the homeless at Pioneer Square, Downtown Seattle, the youth of GPC gathered together and sang in front of the homeless, & while we were at it, we were definitely worshipping the Lord. Our voices weren’t probably projected as i’m sure most of us were hoping to. But being heard or not being heard, it doesn’t make a difference when you’re worshipping or praying. God hears everything you say & think. Watching homeless people eat their food, watch us sing, and just seeing them in general really just touched me. Every time i see homeless people, I always cry inside, and pray for them. No joke. I don’t remember any time when I haven’t passed by a homeless person and didn’t pray. It hurts seeing them like that. Some may lie about not having money, or using it on wrong purposes. But people have to understand, their human like us, and we all deserve a home. So while we prayed today, I thanked God how he gave them life, and I prayed that they would find their “Home.” Not an actual home [though that is great] But their home with God. While worshipping, I teared up few times, because it’s really touching and it hurts.. Man today was my first experience helping the homeless with a Church. I’m glad i skipped dance practice for it, because it was all worth it.
Have I ever mentioned how much i love everyone at GPC? I don’t know what’s going on, but I’ve been feeling .. Well myself lately? Actually being there in crowds, joining conversations, laughing hard like I usually did, and didn’t always fake it. Haa, it’s a wonderful feeling. Sorta scares me at the same time.. It’s been a while since i’ve felt this kind of happiness, still adjusting… I hope i don’t push it away.
Lord you’re amazing.
